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lyrics
Stuck in a paradox
Medicated, prescribed pills so I’ll be cured
Incubated, buried in my room not seen or heard
Why do I always feel so out of place?
Why do I always feel like such a disgrace?
I feel everything but nothing at all
Like and engine that continues to stall
How much can I withstand
While I wonder in this wasteland?
Below I go
Below I go down deeper than the sleep I don’t get
My thoughts at night are what I wish that I could forget
Exhausted and empty
This is my final plea
You don’t think that it crosses my mind?
The amount of people that I’d leave behind?
Leave my body for my mother to find?
You don’t think that it crosses my mind?
(feat. Alec Harter)
Weighing me down
Waiting to drown
Prove to me that I am not alone
Am I all alone?
Alone
I feel everything but nothing at all
Like an engine that continues to stall
How much can I withstand
While I wonder in this wasteland?
Why does this have to be part of the plan?
Will I always be a broken man?
Will it pass? Or will I?
Oh God, take me to the sky
So I’ll put a smile on my face
Just so I’m not out of place
Stuck in a paradox of wanting to live
But I’m just existing
credits
released December 20, 2019
recorded by Sam Bottner at Revolution8 Audio
additional recording by JoJo Centineo at CentineoStudios
mixed/mastered/re-amped by Buster Odeholm at Impact Studios
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